What about your body are you grateful for?

This one is sure difficult, isn’t it? As a person who has been overweight for most of my life, it brings up a lot of thoughts and memories about finding my body unsatisfactory. And now, when I have some related health issues, that doesn’t make my relationship with my body even better.

But what I am grateful for is that I have a body. And it is relatively healthy. I’m alive, I get up in the mornings, I can work and get around, and I can use my body to show love to others. I’m grateful that God gave me exactly the body that He did. It works well for me, personally. It fits me, ha ha.

Maybe I wish my hair wasn’t genetically programmed to go gray early. But I love my curls, and I love the color, and I love the fact that my hairdresser does a great job matching my color to my real color. I love how thick my hair is. And how it bounces.

Maybe I wish I wasn’t overweight. I try diets and exercise but always seem to fail. But I can use my body to hug my kids. I can use it to tickle and rub sore feet and put a band-aid on a cut finger. I can use my brain to write stories, and poetry, and emails, and kind social media comments. I can use my feet and legs to walk to town, and run after our naughty puppy, and kick up the recliner, ha ha.

My hips and back hurt a lot of the time. But they still get me to where I need to be, and when I actually take time to go to the chiropractor, the problem goes away for a long time. (Maybe I should work more on my brain.) Anyway, the aches and pains serve as reminders to take better care of my body. Maybe these reminders will help me to keep going as I get older (maybe wiser?).

Anyway, I’m pretty dang grateful for my body. Issues aside, I can tell you for sure that I would prefer being in my body than any other in the whole wide world.

What season are you grateful for?

I’m sure this is asking about spring, summer, autumn, or winter, but I already blabbed about how much I love fall, so I’m going to say CHRISTMAS!

I love the Christmas season. I love the music, and the sights and sounds, the cold air, the tree, the lights, everything! I love using it to help me draw closer to Jesus and what His birth means to me and to mankind. I love learning about things like Advent and Hanukkah. I love baking the special things I have for my family each year. I love Christmas Day and I love the Twelve Days of Christmas.

It’s the most wonderful time of the year, you know. Ha!

What sight are you thankful for today?

My kids. Which is going to be obvious because I’m a mom and that’s what we do.

What abilities are you thankful for?

I’m really glad I can write. It helps me express myself, especially since sometimes I find it hard to explain things verbally. I also like that I can act and sing a little. I enjoy performing.

I really like that I am good at resolving conflict. I think I do a good job keeping the peace with my family and friends. I seem to have a talent for empathizing and seeing things from other people’s point of view. At least most of the time.

I also like how I’m dang good at finding stuff on the Internet.

Ta-da

What texture are you grateful for?

What? Lol.

I like satiny feeling fabrics, like the soft shiny strip at the top of a blanket. I guess that’s the one I’m grateful for?

Since I’m doing like 10 of these at once I’m getting kind of brief, but these questions honestly seem redankulous.

What holiday are you thankful for?

All of them? Lolz.

Um…I guess Thanksgiving. I like going and seeing my dad’s family, and it’s the only time we do it. I also don’t have to cook, and that’s cool. And my mom and my sister’s family and mine go to this state park outside of my cousin’s town and we stay there for two nights and that is wonderful too. I look forward to it every year. Some holidays are hard to do but since I don’t have to cook much, Thanksgiving is pretty nice.

What taste are you grateful for today?

Right now it is sour cream and onion chips because I just had that for lunch and it’s still in my teeth a little bit, and it still tastes nice.

Overall, I don’t know. I’m grateful for a lot of tastes. I like tasting different things, but who doesn’t, really?

Um…I like chocolate covered strawberries a whole lot…so I guess that?

Okay, so it’s Nov. 20, lol.

My computer cord got severed in the recliner, but that only accounts for like three days of the time missed. It was just a busy time. It’s whatever.

What place are you most grateful for?

I guess my house. I like it here. It’s a cool house, even though I don’t like being here when it is messy. It’s a big, awesome, old house and even though it needs work, I like it an awful lot.

Also, you know, it houses my family and keeps us all warm and safe and dry and stuff. Ha.

Okay. I wrote seven words today, lolz.

But I also went to my friend Gaye Sanders’ book signing for her debut!! And I walked around downtown with the husband for a while and played Pokemon Go. And I ate DIM SUM for the first time AND I ate a mushroom, what???

And then I did some writer stuff and tried to push my novel on Swoon Reads to my social media followers and friends. And then we watched two episodes of Stranger Things.

And then I got on the computer with four minutes to spare and wrote seven words so I could say I wrote every day and I logged it on my NaNo account and then here I am.

Yes, I wish I had written. But I don’t exactly regret today either. 🙂

So. It’s November 1 and yesterday I decided to do NaNo. I didn’t think I could because of my unfinished wip. Then I decided I could finish the wip for NaNo. I’m about 16K in and if I add 50K it would be dynamite. Of course, I had this same goal in 2015. And in ’16 I didn’t even attempt NaNo. I had a lot of weird stuff going on then though.

I have some trepidation because I haven’t written much in so long. I was so full of words before…now I’m just full of it, ha ha.

Maybe this will help me get my mind off of things that I can’t change. I’m generally content and peaceful, but there are a few things that still swirl in my mind and won’t let go. I believe I need to continue to learn how to live with the things I can’t change, but it’s easier said that done.

Anyway, I haven’t written yet, so I should probably save the words for NaNo right now.

Good luck to me.