Nano

Oh, if it wasn’t obvious, Nano didn’t work for me this year.

That’s okay though. I really need to sit down and plot this novel all the way through. I haven’t done that before, but this novel is harder than any other I’ve done. Plotting will do it better justice, I think.

Back to the gratefuls.

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What about your body are you grateful for?

This one is sure difficult, isn’t it? As a person who has been overweight for most of my life, it brings up a lot of thoughts and memories about finding my body unsatisfactory. And now, when I have some related health issues, that doesn’t make my relationship with my body even better.

But what I am grateful for is that I have a body. And it is relatively healthy. I’m alive, I get up in the mornings, I can work and get around, and I can use my body to show love to others. I’m grateful that God gave me exactly the body that He did. It works well for me, personally. It fits me, ha ha.

Maybe I wish my hair wasn’t genetically programmed to go gray early. But I love my curls, and I love the color, and I love the fact that my hairdresser does a great job matching my color to my real color. I love how thick my hair is. And how it bounces.

Maybe I wish I wasn’t overweight. I try diets and exercise but always seem to fail. But I can use my body to hug my kids. I can use it to tickle and rub sore feet and put a band-aid on a cut finger. I can use my brain to write stories, and poetry, and emails, and kind social media comments. I can use my feet and legs to walk to town, and run after our naughty puppy, and kick up the recliner, ha ha.

My hips and back hurt a lot of the time. But they still get me to where I need to be, and when I actually take time to go to the chiropractor, the problem goes away for a long time. (Maybe I should work more on my brain.) Anyway, the aches and pains serve as reminders to take better care of my body. Maybe these reminders will help me to keep going as I get older (maybe wiser?).

Anyway, I’m pretty dang grateful for my body. Issues aside, I can tell you for sure that I would prefer being in my body than any other in the whole wide world.

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What season are you grateful for?

I’m sure this is asking about spring, summer, autumn, or winter, but I already blabbed about how much I love fall, so I’m going to say CHRISTMAS!

I love the Christmas season. I love the music, and the sights and sounds, the cold air, the tree, the lights, everything! I love using it to help me draw closer to Jesus and what His birth means to me and to mankind. I love learning about things like Advent and Hanukkah. I love baking the special things I have for my family each year. I love Christmas Day and I love the Twelve Days of Christmas.

It’s the most wonderful time of the year, you know. Ha!

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What abilities are you thankful for?

I’m really glad I can write. It helps me express myself, especially since sometimes I find it hard to explain things verbally. I also like that I can act and sing a little. I enjoy performing.

I really like that I am good at resolving conflict. I think I do a good job keeping the peace with my family and friends. I seem to have a talent for empathizing and seeing things from other people’s point of view. At least most of the time.

I also like how I’m dang good at finding stuff on the Internet.

Ta-da

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What holiday are you thankful for?

All of them? Lolz.

Um…I guess Thanksgiving. I like going and seeing my dad’s family, and it’s the only time we do it. I also don’t have to cook, and that’s cool. And my mom and my sister’s family and mine go to this state park outside of my cousin’s town and we stay there for two nights and that is wonderful too. I look forward to it every year. Some holidays are hard to do but since I don’t have to cook much, Thanksgiving is pretty nice.

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What taste are you grateful for today?

Right now it is sour cream and onion chips because I just had that for lunch and it’s still in my teeth a little bit, and it still tastes nice.

Overall, I don’t know. I’m grateful for a lot of tastes. I like tasting different things, but who doesn’t, really?

Um…I like chocolate covered strawberries a whole lot…so I guess that?

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Okay, so it’s Nov. 20, lol.

My computer cord got severed in the recliner, but that only accounts for like three days of the time missed. It was just a busy time. It’s whatever.

What place are you most grateful for?

I guess my house. I like it here. It’s a cool house, even though I don’t like being here when it is messy. It’s a big, awesome, old house and even though it needs work, I like it an awful lot.

Also, you know, it houses my family and keeps us all warm and safe and dry and stuff. Ha.

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What book are you most grateful for?

I should probably say the Bible, and I suppose that it is true, because I believe it is truly the Word of God and that we should pay attention and follow it’s teachings. And when I read it, I do feel close to God. I read it every day, but I should read more. I don’t read much. I’ve read the entire thing twice, and the New Testament more than that, but I learn something new every time I open it, it seems like.

The book I am the second most grateful for is a book by Gene Neill called “I’m Gonna Bury You.” It was given to me when I was teenager, and I kept it for years. It’s not my regular type of book but it is very important to me. It has also taught me many things about life and I feel very connected to the author when I read it. It makes me want to be a better person, and to be closer to God in every way.

I could also mention that I’m thankful for the first book I wrote, Pairs, even though it’s not published or anything. It was the book that made me realize that I could actually write and finish a novel, and I will always be grateful for that. I hope I can get it to a point where it can be published one day. I would love to share it with the world.